Polyphonicjezz

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  • United Kingdom
  • Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: I live in Israel, but my home is in London.
Favourite genre of music: Anything from emo-rock to jazz.
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Jessica Rabbit, duh.
Personal Quote: A wise man is one who learns from every person he meets.

Favourite Movies
Good Will Hunting
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Jamie Cullum
Favourite Games
Goldeneye or Counter Strike: Source
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2 or N64
Tools of the Trade
A guitar pick.
Other Interests
IT, music, photography, anything social.
I guess I should stop writing in the comments blog, so now it will be here. First I would like to list my two promises to myself today. 1) I will try to be more active on DA, adding more artworks and journal entries. 2) I will not add any more poetry whatsoever. It sucks. Now to give ya'll a quick update on my life. I'm still at the farm; I'm back in London for a few days since I have a party to attend. I'm going to be at the farm next term. I don't have a choice. I said that all very matter-of-factly, so let me explain my feelings on the matter. The farm sucks. I know how great my last entry made it sounds, but I'm going to be honest
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Just a quick update on the South Africa trip.

It was shit. The weed was crap. The girls are bitches. I didn't enjoy my stay there at all.

I don't even want to go into it right now.

Ugh.
I thought I'd update my life a little from my first post.

That guy who was meant to go to a farm? He didn't go. I did.

Yup, I live in Israel now on a farm for fuck up boys (all of them are way more fucked up then me). The guy who was meant to go to the farm? He's in a drugs rehab program in Switzerland. He's not on drugs, but he pretended he was to get in. They're very impressed by his tolerance of his 'withdrawel symptoms'.

The girl? Well, she broke up with him a few months ago so that he could go to the farm. She has a new boyfriend now who I spoke to last night at length about religion. Seems like a nice guy.

I'm now back in London since yesterday until early Sunday morning. I'm going to South Africa for two weeks on holiday. My 'target' girl there is hot and she has a tongue stud. And apparently weed costs £10 an ounce there. Also, it's summers there, which means I'm partying on the beach for new years.

After that, back to London for two days, then back to Israel.

Lemme spend some time telling you about the farm. It's an ultra-religious Jewish organisation, and most of the boys there are from ultra-religious familys and they've rebelled.

It's pretty cool there. It's right out in the middle of nowhere and the sunset is like no other. Unfortunately I forgot to bring my camera, which means no pictures of it yet.

Also, they give a pack of cigarettes out to anyone who wakes up in the morning. I wake up every single day, which means I smoke like a fucking bitch out there. (Cigs cost the equivilent of about $5 or £2.50, better than the £5.50 I pay here)

All in all, I'm very happy at the moment. Just feeling pretty good in myself.

I'm going to look for pictures to take today so I can add one or two new deviations before I'm off again on my journeys.

Peace and love.

Jesse
Welcome to DeviantArt.

By the way, how can I give you some solace?
Being there to be a shoulder to cry on would be the best solace anyone could give me. Someone to vent at, on, with, about. Someone to just talk to, and talk to, and talk to until' there's no more talking to be done. Someone to understand me.

Okay, this is turning into a piece of open poetry, I'd better stop there!

Maybe a good nights sleep will do me good. The question is, what is there to wake up for? And if there's no reason for me to wake up, who's to say that I *will* wake up?

I'm willing to take that risk though, good night!
Live for the future. There's no point basing your decisions on whether or not to have hope on the past - that's history. Remember, however low you feel, there are always people, here and elsewhere, who want to help you and be there for you. :)
I'm depressed at the moment. I've come to the realisation that good friends are hard to come by. Sometimes you think you have good friends when in fact, you don't at all. They're acquaintences that you know well. Nothing more.

What is a good friend? I don't know. I have rough ideas, but honestly, now, I'm not quite sure.

One of the only good friends I have has decided to move away for a year to a fucking farm to get his life sorted. Fucking bullshit. There's only one other person that I'd consider to be that good a friend - this guys girlfriend. He'd have to break up with her if he goes away, and she really, really, really likes him. It's one of the most perfect relationships I know. And she'll be so unhappy, upset and depressed I'd ever have seen her. I can't take it to see her like that, it would drive me even lower and lower into depression.

I'm going to play guitar or write another song or something. I'll see where my soul takes me.

Stay loyal.

Jesse.