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Oh, this is where I should be writing.

Tue Mar 20, 2007, 6:45 PM
I guess I should stop writing in the comments blog, so now it will be here.

First I would like to list my two promises to myself today.

1) I will try to be more active on DA, adding more artworks and journal entries.

2) I will not add any more poetry whatsoever. It sucks.

Now to give ya'll a quick update on my life.

I'm still at the farm; I'm back in London for a few days since I have a party to attend. I'm going to be at the farm next term. I don't have a choice.

I said that all very matter-of-factly, so let me explain my feelings on the matter.

The farm sucks. I know how great my last entry made it sounds, but I'm going to be honest with myself here - it sucks.

Here is my daily schedule:

Whenever I want - Wake up.

Between waking up and lunch time - Do anything I want.

Lunch time - Eat lunch

Lunch time to evening time - Do anything I want.

Evening time - Sometimes go out to rent a couple of movies and grab pizza.

Night time - Watch movies, sometimes break into the principals office to steal ciggarettes and alcohol; to make long-distance calls.

Whenever I want - Go to sleep.


Understand why I dislike it? The fact is: there's nothing to do! Day and night I'm so bored there, I just can't take it at the moment.

All the boys have left now. They got out. Went back to America to their homes. Lucky sods.

Next term the principal says we're getting nine more boys to join. And a music room. And teachers. And woodworkers. And this. And that. And the other.

I'm not sure how much to believe, to be honest.

But the fact of the matter is, if I leave, I forfeit the $6000 my mum has already paid for the term, so I have to stay.

I guess I have to remain optimistic.

In other news:

My outfit for the party on Sunday night is:

Designer Tuxedo, Ted Baker shirt, solid gold cufflinks, Gucci watch, Loake shoes.

I'm gonna look awesome.

Also in today's edition:

I'm going to go play guitar with a couple of friends in a childrens hospital in a couple of nights. Just remind me to arrange it please.

Not sure if the coffee I'm going to grab with a girl should be perceived as a date or not.
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Have many, many, many things to do, with not enough time to cram them in.

I think I'm going to buy a gram of coke tommorow and enjoy myself.

That's about it for now folks, speak to you soon!

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  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Incubus
  • Reading: A Million Little Pieces - James Frey
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Backgammon.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing, unfortunately.

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  • Current Residence: I live in Israel, but my home is in London.
  • Interests: IT, music, photography, anything social.
  • Favourite movie: Good Will Hunting
  • Favourite band or musician: Jamie Cullum
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything from emo-rock to jazz.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Goldeneye or Counter Strike: Source
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 or N64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jessica Rabbit, duh.
  • Personal Quote: A wise man is one who learns from every person he meets.
  • Tools of the Trade: A guitar pick.

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Mood: Pissed Off ~Polyphonicjezz Mar 20, 2007, 7:01:57 PM
Just a quick update on the South Africa trip.

It was shit. The weed was crap. The girls are bitches. I didn't enjoy my stay there at all.

I don't even want to go into it right now.

Ugh.
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Mood: Peaceful ~Polyphonicjezz Dec 14, 2006, 2:02:40 AM
I thought I'd update my life a little from my first post.

That guy who was meant to go to a farm? He didn't go. I did.

Yup, I live in Israel now on a farm for fuck up boys (all of them are way more fucked up then me). The guy who was meant to go to the farm? He's in a drugs rehab program in Switzerland. He's not on drugs, but he pretended he was to get in. They're very impressed by his tolerance of his 'withdrawel symptoms'.

The girl? Well, she broke up with him a few months ago so that he could go to the farm. She has a new boyfriend now who I spoke to last night at length about religion. Seems like a nice guy.

I'm now back in London since yesterday until early Sunday morning. I'm going to South Africa for two weeks on holiday. My 'target' girl there is hot and she has a tongue stud. And apparently weed costs £10 an ounce there. Also, it's summers there, which means I'm partying on the beach for new years.

After that, back to London for two days, then back to Israel.

Lemme spend some time telling you about the farm. It's an ultra-religious Jewish organisation, and most of the boys there are from ultra-religious familys and they've rebelled.

It's pretty cool there. It's right out in the middle of nowhere and the sunset is like no other. Unfortunately I forgot to bring my camera, which means no pictures of it yet.

Also, they give a pack of cigarettes out to anyone who wakes up in the morning. I wake up every single day, which means I smoke like a fucking bitch out there. (Cigs cost the equivilent of about $5 or £2.50, better than the £5.50 I pay here)

All in all, I'm very happy at the moment. Just feeling pretty good in myself.

I'm going to look for pictures to take today so I can add one or two new deviations before I'm off again on my journeys.

Peace and love.

Jesse
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~Celestial-SeraphiMan Sep 12, 2006, 5:47:28 PM
Welcome to DeviantArt.

By the way, how can I give you some solace?

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I'm sorry, but I have now left DeviantArt. You can still see what's on my profile page if you'd like.
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Mood: Tired ~Polyphonicjezz Sep 12, 2006, 6:03:29 PM
Being there to be a shoulder to cry on would be the best solace anyone could give me. Someone to vent at, on, with, about. Someone to just talk to, and talk to, and talk to until' there's no more talking to be done. Someone to understand me.

Okay, this is turning into a piece of open poetry, I'd better stop there!

Maybe a good nights sleep will do me good. The question is, what is there to wake up for? And if there's no reason for me to wake up, who's to say that I *will* wake up?

I'm willing to take that risk though, good night!
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~Robin14159265359 Sep 13, 2006, 10:29:02 AM
Live for the future. There's no point basing your decisions on whether or not to have hope on the past - that's history. Remember, however low you feel, there are always people, here and elsewhere, who want to help you and be there for you. :)

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Maths is NOT boring, philistines!
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Mood: Depressed ~Polyphonicjezz Sep 12, 2006, 4:07:40 PM
I'm depressed at the moment. I've come to the realisation that good friends are hard to come by. Sometimes you think you have good friends when in fact, you don't at all. They're acquaintences that you know well. Nothing more.

What is a good friend? I don't know. I have rough ideas, but honestly, now, I'm not quite sure.

One of the only good friends I have has decided to move away for a year to a fucking farm to get his life sorted. Fucking bullshit. There's only one other person that I'd consider to be that good a friend - this guys girlfriend. He'd have to break up with her if he goes away, and she really, really, really likes him. It's one of the most perfect relationships I know. And she'll be so unhappy, upset and depressed I'd ever have seen her. I can't take it to see her like that, it would drive me even lower and lower into depression.

I'm going to play guitar or write another song or something. I'll see where my soul takes me.

Stay loyal.

Jesse.
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~Robin14159265359 Sep 12, 2006, 4:57:33 PM
I know how you feel. I feel like that myself a lot of the time. A good thing to do is to go out and meet new people - you'd be surprised how willing a lot of people are to get to know you and you can make a lot of new friends that way. dA is good for that too, though as an online community it has the disadvantage that most of the people you meet here won't live near you. Part of it is down to what you look for in a friend - do you want someone to talk to, or someone to go out with? Someone who shares interests with you, or who's just friendly and a good listener. Whatever it is you're looking for, going out and making new friends can't do any harm, and lots of people in the dA community are always around to talk to, myself included.

I hope you feel better soon :)

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Maths is NOT boring, philistines!
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Mood: Depressed ~Polyphonicjezz Sep 12, 2006, 5:06:41 PM
To be honest, I look for all of the above in a friend. A friend online is great, but lacking the reality of being able to go out with a friend and communicate face to face, where you can read emotions. It's just not the same, I guess.
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